Review Blog: DIARY OF A MILF DIARYOFAMILF disturbing was the fact that I¡¦d violated my marriage vows for the first time and had done so without a whole lot of thought. The consequences of my wife¡¦s learning of what I¡¦d done with Hillary were, to me, a far bigger threat than losing my ability to work in a school setting.
I was also worried about the impact on Hillary. She was bright, but not nearly as mature as she thought she was, and she appeared to have far less experience in the world of relationships than I thought she did. If I¡¦d done something to damage her emotionally, that would be horrible.
I will not try to make any excuses for what I did with Hillary. There aren¡¦t any excuses to make. My wife is a beautiful, active, loving, sensual woman. After fifteen years of marriage we enjoy a surprisingly active and creative sex life. I can honestly say there has never been a time in the twenty years I¡¦ve been with my wife ¡V we dated for five years before we married ¡V that our sexual relationship hasn¡¦t been satisfying. I can¡¦t argue that Hillary is more attractive than my wife, either. I happen to think my wife is extremely attractive. My wife also keeps herself in excellent shape and her body is, in my opinion, every bit as fabulous and arousing as it was the first time we made love.